boys; friends; the month of march;

2010 new years' resolutions:
"1. to make best friends with guys, 2. to date guys, but not to date to many, just the one's that i really, really like, because otherwise, what's the point really ? 3. to make sure that i don't lose any friends because of boys, 4. to stop gossiping/lying/being mean to others, 5. to patch things up with mikaela, frenemy of 3years. wish me luck."
oceane, 1st january 2010, 12.01am.

boys; friends; the month of march;
Yeah, they're the species of human that us girls have wondered about for years.
Mixed messages; some girls are best friends with them, other girls go through a ton of boyfriends, while there is the small percentage of girls who prefer to stay out of the whole thing and to be completely honest, these girls don't get hurt by guys & they make great friends because you know that you wont lose them because of guy troubles.

Well, i think about every 1 in a 1000 girls are not sure which category they fit into, and yes, i am one of these girls. That's why I decided to be a little bit of everygirl this year, being honest though, I've done a friggen sh*t job so far.

Well, i've never really had a problem making friends, so this part was easy for me. Within the first 3weeks of school i had became preetty close friends with most guys in my grade and boys from other schools, i'm thinking, f***yess, this is going to be easy (:

I might as well warn you now, from here on, it's pretty downhill. Well, my closest girlfriends, Helen, Kaitlin, Melinda and I haven't exactly been nice to Mikaela lately. I know i said that I would try to patch things up with her this year, but I really, really dont want to anymoree. She owes me $300 for her ticket to all the summer music festivals she went to with me, she also owes Helen $250 for breaking her mac's screen :S yeahh, well, she says so much sh*t behind our backs, it makes us want to kill her, grrr,

I rock up to school, only to get sent straight to the vice principals office along with Helen, Kaitlin and Melinda only to find Mikaela waiting up there aswell. Eww, she had this look on her face that basically told me that i was gonna be in trouble for somesh*t i didnt do. F*** her. Hmm, well, the vice basically told us that we HAD to be nice to her & let her back in our "group" otherwise we would get f***ing SUSPENDED, what the f*** ?
I know you're thinking, 'why is oceane being such a b*tch? why doesn't she just be nice and let her in the group again?'
The thing is, i've been in Mikaela's situation, you know, where all you're friends suddenly turn against you and sh*t, so has Helen, so has Melinda, so has Kaitlin. God, it's like a part of life here. I know it's not a very 'secure' friendship, but thats what its like to be one of these pretty girls that you hate.

Well, my search for bff boys is turning pear-shaped. Uhuh, something got messed up, because my two closest new bff's, Jacob and Cody, have turned out to be the two coolest guys i've ever known, and, and, and, i think i may be starting to like them both, as more than friends :S is that even possible ? I think it might be, and you know what the other crazy thing is ? I think they might like me too,

OMG, i sign into MSN right? and this guy that goes to my youth, David, sends me this message saying: i broke up with my girlfriend because of you, i like you more than i've liked anyone beforee. OMFG, what do i do? i wouldn't ever date this guy, i know looks aren't everything and all that but SHOWERING is something; god, he smells like the boys' soccer teams' dirty socks+trainers :S but i also value his friendship and don't want to hurt his feelings;

Woahhh, big news, good news. Jacob likes me+Helen, so i guess i'm not the only one who likes two people at once ? yeah, well, us three went to the movies together, and even though there was three of us, we had so much fun! No one got left out, no one was the third wheel, it was so good;
more news; Cody likes me aswell (: f***yess, i'm on a roll;

Ok; cody+me and our other friend _macca went to the movies together. We saw percy jackson and the lightning theif; i've decided to be honest (see new years' reso. 4.) so i'm just going to say it. It wasn't nearly as fun as it was with Jacob+Helen, but i just said, whatever, we were probably just nervous, so it was awkward, also, his parents were two rows infront of us :S dude, you don't understand how weird that is, ahaha, but after the movies, we went to rhys' house an you will never guess who was there, it was MISS WORLD but i can't remember which year, LOL, she is soo pretty *jaw drops*

Well, i've got you upto date on my life, ahah, until about 4hours ago, when Cody asked me out! I said yes, but this is the bad bit; i don't think i really like him! I mean, he is a GREAT guy, so nice and everything, but i'm starting to like Jacob more now, they're both bloody amazing, but whatever, and i haven't told Cody this yet; :S

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oceane.
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