what is it called when;

you are but your not.
Not lonely as though you're the only person in the world, it's different, it's as though people pay you attention but they don't really give a sh*t about who you are, where you come from or what's happened in your life; they just want to make sure your makeup is applied right and your hairs perfect before they hang out with you, so they don't look like losers.

I'm pretty sure we all feel like this at one point or another . . .
In this world, how am I supposed to figure out who my real friends are ? There is always going to be those people who know your name, who talk to you and ask how you're doing, but at the end of the day, do they really give a sh*t ?

Are these people your true friends ? If you were sick, would they call just to see how you're doing ? Would they come over just to let you know that they care ?
I only have two friends who would do that for me.
They're true friends. Friends i really respect.
Friends tht I would DIE for. ILOVEHELEN&JACOB <3

definately, maybe;
Jacob, wow, he'll probably think its disgusting, as we're besties (Y) but it think i may like him. God, he's bloody amazing, seriously, i love how he gets annoyed when us girls call ourselves fat or ugly. He's funny, smart, he respects everyone for who they are, he is rebellious, but not totally crazy, & yes, he still talks to me no matter what crazy sh*t i do.

But, woah, I'm stil dating Cody, god, I'm such a bitch, but i don't know how to tell him that i want to end things. Any ideas ?
Let me know: brokenheelsbrokenhearts@hotmail.com or leave a comment (:

love&light;
oceane.
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